Not in a million years....

Lets see... 2 weeks ago today I went to the ER suffering from severe back pain. All they said was possibly strained the joint. Whatever they gave me some pain pills to relieve the pain. So, that never happened. Honestly the pain was SO BAD I couldnt make the slightest movement without screaming in such pain and agony. So, I went and seen my family doctor and he did a urine test to check to see if I possibly have a bladder or kidney infection. As standard protocol they done a pregnancy test..........................................................................
The doctor came in said "Well, Jensi you're pregnant". I said excuse I'm WHAT?! He assured me yes, you are pregnant. Then comes words that I didn't want to hear....BUT dont get too excited yet. I believe you are miscarrying.... So, he sent me for a transvaginal ultrasound STAT to see exactly how care along I was and to also make sure it was not a tubal..... All along I am looking at my husband who is across the room smiling ear to ear when he heard the doctor tell me like 5 times I was truely pregnant...
The ultrasound tech made sure to tell me up front she was not allowed to yes she does or not she does not see anything or exactly how far along I was. All because she was NOT the doctor and she was not allowed. Simple as that we totally understood... After laying on the table thingy with me feet up in the stirups and her poking and probing in MY VAGINA she took lots of photos and directly walked them down to her head of whatever doctor. While sitting back in the lobby waiting.. My family doctor called. Telling me it was not in my tubes but I was too early for anything to show. So he sent me down the hall to get BETA done. See if he could tell how far that way... He called me about 6pm that night. My BETA was 313.9 which put me about 1-2 weeks. TALKING ABOUT KNOWING FROM THE START!!! LOL! He still told me I was not in the clear but wanted to check it again in 2 days and see if my numbers went up or down. According to the ultrasound it says " Partially cystic lesion adjacent to the cervix which measures up to 2.6cm which is discrete from the right and left ovaries and given the postive pregnancy test, is concerning for ectopic pregnancy. Repeat BETA in 24-48 hours''. So, 48 hours later I go to my OB and he redoes the test and tells me to be neutral cuz no one has ever stuck a wand in my vagina to have a look so therefore there is still a chance the cystic thingy has always been there. About 5pm that day they called and confirmed that I was no longer pregnant my numbers had dropped where they were no longer pregnancy levels........


Well, While I go finish crying after writing and reading this all over and its becoming more and more real. I am going to watch tv and start my 5 day bedrest due to my back STILL HURTING!!!
*Jensi*