First one

I have been following a lot of people blogs. Lately, I've had a VERY heavy heart and just needing to tell a lot of things. I feel I have nobody to talk to, even though I know that is not sure. I believe a lot of this has to be with stress.
I have been married for a year (as of march 10, 2010) I completely love and adore my husband. He is from England. He has been living here in the US for 3 years (as of March 9, 2010). He originally came to live with his ex-psychotic-bitch-wife. They lived 4 years in England, and one year in FL. Moved back to England, then moved back to Georgia shortly after. Things didn't work out so he left and moved in here in the mountains with her sister and brother-in law.
We met while both working at our local WalMart Super center. How classic?! lol. Dated 2 years then married. August will be 3 years being together. I still, to this day, have not met his family. I have actually met 2 first cousins. One came over for a work business trip and we drove to get him for the weekend. Then, last year his other cousin and her boyfriend came over fr 2 weeks! I LOVED IT!! We all had so much fun!! Hopefully this year around Christmas we will get to go to England and I can finally meet his family. His parents now live in the south of France. I would be delighted to go to either or even both!!!
As I mentioned in my "About Me" section I have PCOS and currently have been unable to conceive. I currently have my 11 year old cousin living with us. We are starting the Foster/Adopt process today. We go at 6pm to get everything starting. Lots of paperwork to do. I am very excited. Hubby is too, but tired. He works night shift at a local processing plant. He is a lead person now. He works 40-50 hours a week!! We don't really get a lot of alone time anymore. Actually, any time! We're pressing on forward though!
The last couple of days I have been so ill! I didn't even want to be around myself much less someone else be around me! After 4 or 5 long days of nothing but crying and feeling sorry for myself I was seriously beginning to wonder what in the hell was going on with me. I was convinced my husband didn't love me and everything. Well, yesterday I got a big surprise! Mother nature left me a big red surprise! I'm totally not sure to having a period as my body just don't. Ever since my 11 year old cousin started getting her period my body seems to be syncing. I think I am going to like this though! Only because I believe it could help me in the ttc department!! We'll see!!