Some happiness

After going BACK to the doctor AGAIN I finally have some good news out of everything that has been going on. First off, 4 months ago my A1C1 levels were in the upper 7s or 8 I can't exactly remember and didnt bother to ask. Anyways, He rechecked them and...THEY ARE A 5.36!!! I am so excited. I now, NO LONGER have to take ANY KIND of my sugar medicines!!! YAAAAHH!!! I am so happy!! Before, I was taking 2000mg of Metformin...FOR 8 years!! Now, Notta!! Well, I still have to take my blood pressure medicine, and he added a cholesterol medicine. I'm fine with 3 pills a day to compare to the 10+ a day!!
I guess we are back to the baby making again. Sometimes I still wonder why I had an ectopic pregnancy. I am looking on the bright side and just saying it was a SIGN...A sign that I CAN get pregnant!! AT SOME POINT!! Wish that some point was soon!! Like REAL SOON! Who knows, I've had a lot of ppl tell me including a doctor tell me sometimes its easier after a miscarrage. Yesterday at the doctors he had to ask what the OB said and everything. I could barely get everything out to tell them. I was crying... It sucks! BADLY!! To know, I was so close..And now....I have nothing. In 9 months (december 20th) 5 days before Christmas, 10 days before my birthday, and 8 days before my husbands, I will be empty handed..No newborn to be holding and nursing and going thru all the new things new moms go thur. I still hope, and pray to God, that one day (WISH IT WILL BE SOON) I will become pregnant again..IN THE CORRECT PLACE!!! IN THE UTERUS!!!